studying.- student + dying

omg. exam is coming, okay just an end of module exam butttt i dont want to fail it.please.
so yeah, im kinda working hard to excel. but then i realise this thing is killing me, i just cant study all day long.-.- this is just nott so me. ya Allah, ape aku nak buat untuk jadi rajin mcam org lain ni.-.- 
and then its like im craving for mcDonald much. okay, now im  having headache. talk to you later mr blog. bye bye.

wanita.

Ya Allah, mengapa wanita sering menangis?

Jawabnya:

Kerana wanita itu unik.
Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa,
AKu kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya,
AKu lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman,
AKu kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia,
AKu teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah,
AKu berikannya naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun,
AKu kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
Walau disakiti oleh “orang” yang dia sayangi..
Wanita makhluk kuat,
Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana AKu berikannya air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru.

“WANITA itu ISTIMEWA”

kerana dengan setiap tangisan itu kadangkala melegakan hati, menguatkan diri. terima kasih kerana selalu ada saat aku perlu. terima kasih kepada yang tetap berdiri di belakang walau apa pun yag berlaku, mendengar sendu tangis ku, sudah cukup itu, sudah cukup :') 

later.

xoxo

weekend!

hye hello fellas. doing great todayyy? hihi weekend is sooo heaven day. haha today, takde plan ape ape pun just kejap lagi nk pegi discussion buat bussinss plan. okay, dr haritu tak siap kan.hewhew sbb tak reti lahhhh nk buat. ish semak.

saya happy hari ni. sbb err err saya dah knyang. saya masak td, lunch dekat rumah. phew. mmg asyik mkn dkat luar kblkagn ni, so dah tak lalu dah.hihi saya tak hbat, msk biasa biase jewww.:P smlm is the best day ever, jalan jalan dgn salia salio, eleh selalu pegi tpi nk seronok jgk sbb saya pergi taman relreasi pkai bju kurung  tauu. euw euw.haha 
then, the day with you. always precious one:)  thankyou.ailaftchu.

ok, tu je nk ckp. okbyee.

padang polo.*whatever.

ini salia. dia kurus dn cntik kannn? dan pndai gilaa.grr *jealous.

p/s: You gave me back something I thought I'd lost: feelings I thought I'd never feel again. <3

gila lah serabut.

salam. hai selamat malam dan selamat hari jumaat. selamat hari jumaat nak msuk sabtu sbb skrg dah pukul 11.05 minit mlm.-.- okbye.haha


saya baru lepas makan cookie crisp dgn sususususus. saya sakit perut. mugkin saya lactose intolerence kot? ish. susah la kalau ckp dgn dokter kan, sikit sakit pun kecohh je.grr.
saya makan cookie crisp smbil fikir mcm mna nk buat bussiness plan ni.ceh, sbnrnye online je lebih. haish. saya kesunyian. harhar. tak la, saya online utk mnemani mak saya yang ksunyian. saya nk balik, nk jmpa dia. tp kerja saya byk plus dia kata baru blik mggu lpas.tsk tak apa la, cuma apa yg saya runsingkan ada lah bussiness plan ni mcm mne nk buat? :( kenapa saya kne blajar bnde ni. knapa knapa? boleh tak sape sape yg baikhati bg tau mcm mna nk buat? sobss

saya nk cuba senyum walau mcm mna sedihpun hati saya. boleh kan? tak nak la jiwang jiwang kan mlm mlm ni. haish. the scars that is unseen is the scars that is the hardest to heal. im might not be perfect for you. might not be the best, but im trying the best here. 

okay byee, 

p/s: saje je update sbb serabut gila. kz blik tgglkan ku keseorngn dkt blik.-.-

so close,yet so far away

hye,hello. how was your day people? hope u all doing great. for me this weeks is a very tremendous-lots-of- things- hppen. yes, i mean a lot. i need your support people. tsk. the parsitoloy thingy that i've need to cover is increasing like a tonne and tonne everydayy.pheww. tapi boleh lagi ni, sbb saya hari hari mnum milo tauuu. awak pun cuba lah! hihi

but people still, im such a normal un extrabionic woman. trying to be tough yet fragile. sometimes, when u tried as much as u could and u get disspointed and u cried. thats okay, thats enough right? u have to break ur heaart a little so that we can call it life, love. and iloveyou, of course i do but please dont take it for granted. because once u lost it, u lost it forever. i mean it. im trying my best here, but the feeling of this so close yet so far away is very much heartache.:'(

okay bye.

Relationships are like drugs, they either kill you or give you the best feeling of your life.

excited post.hihi

salam. hye semua. lama sgt tak update blog ni.hihi idk why suddenly today rasa nk renovate back blog. and here it is. simple one, simpe new life.:) i suke, so i hope u all semua pun suka.
hari ni hari ahad, yelah sekarang kan duduk ipoh wa cuti la hari ahad.hee dah lama tak rasa cuti hari ahad, dulu sekolah dekat kulim 5thun sekolah hari ahad. kmkn pun sekolah hari ahad. 6thun la. tahun ni study ipoh baru rasa cuti hari ahad.:) 




balik cuti sempena hari malaysia, then smbung weekend, yelah sekarang tgk calender pun sedih je sebab cuti tak byk. kteorng punye college belajar medic ikut module, takde sem sem ni. so memang tak merasa la cuti sem ni.tsk :(

and sekarang saya tgh belajar second module FOMS II. lepas tu saya ada ILA *case presentation which is case kali ni is dengue. ape u all tau pasal dengue ni? i bfore this just tau this :

ma: adik ada anak makcik **** kna dengue lah.
me: ohh ya? ish, mcm mna boleh kena?
ma: entah la. nyamuk tu bukan kita nampak dia nak gigit kita.
me: dia tak pasang ubat nyamuk kot?
ma: tak tau la. kesian ya dik. nanti kita pegi tengok.
me: yalah. mintak mintak la semppat. 



okay, aku cakap mcmtu sebab aku rasa org kena denggi ni selalu mati.err, i mean bahaya la pnykit denggi ni kan. and bila dah ada case ni memang kena buat homework la. and i mlas lah nk ltak fact pnjang pnjnag psal dengue kat sini sbb bukan u all pun nak ade case discussion nanti ye dak? hihi so a little bit about dengue is
 yes, dengue as a very dangerous disease that is cause by mosquito bites (aedes) that contain a dengue virus. bntnag giigit gigit ni, ade one bad habit kate dokter parasito aku. bile dye gigit dye suke msukkan skli air liur dye dlm bdan kite, so thats how the virus get into our body.hm
and also stkat ni there is no vaccine for dengue, we just can control the symptoms so that it doesnt bring severe effect thus causing death, so jage jage lah ye, take prevention ye guys, baik sediakn payung sebelum hujan ye dok? :D

esok ade kelas, mksudnye ade lect means bgun awal, means mgntuk. means malas. hihi student kannn, ape lagi laa yang nk dirungutnye kan. haha okay, pegi jalan jalan semalam tgk adik i. nk tnjuk gmbar sikit je.hehe 

kbyee.

Someone who makes more efforts to have you, is someone who didn’t want to lose you. and when someone doesnt? sad rightt? i knowww.T__T

real love.

A real relationship,
Has fights.
Has trust.
Has faith.
Has tears.
Has hurt.
Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter.
Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience.
Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.
and most importantly it has
love

i guess so.

starts over newww lifee:)

hye hye hello.as salam people. wuargh, lama gilaa tak update. sorry la, im not that active rajin blogger. plus im having other people same normal life kot. ape laa sgt nk share kan.hihi.

btw afterr this longg time since my last post, im already back in college. yes, RCMP.:)
and life in college alhamdulillah. i've gone through much and i know Allah is always there for me.
my lovely parents is always there. my family. my friends. thanks for the supports. and ofcourse youu lah boyfriend.:')

i dont care what people want to say, i've never lost friends before. and since everything u tell the world and of course me, im selfish faker betrayer and whatsoever, i dont really suit you well right since u are an angle that u label people like that.oh i dont because i know where i stand, i make mistake, i shouldnt label people because im not that perfect either.:) i make mistake,im sorry, if you think this is worth it, then yes why shouldnt i. we are no child anymore, making fussy about something that small, telling the world,errr. i think that is not a growing up thingy to do.

tapi if that is you way on having a better life.go on.:) i wish you all happy with whatever you have done what u speak,what u write.its a token of remebrance for your presence here with me in this small world.

so thankyou.and goodluck.:)


p/s: oh this new life is great. the new house is great.i love it. thankyou ya Allah. ma abah. u know your daughter well. your kindness is somthing should be return.:)iloveyouu.